Making Space

Since childhood, I have been a sincere Christ-follower.
And I have the need to be perfect.
So if we are called to give thanks in all circumstances,
Not only did I want to do that,
I wanted to do that perfectly.

Which meant that often I spent all my efforts
Looking at the good and denying, or ignoring, the bad.

Denial only goes so far.

In all circumstances, there are things to give thanks for.
But not all parts of all circumstances are good,
And I think it’s okay to acknowledge that.

I no longer think that’s being unthankful.
I think that’s just being honest.

Thank you, God, for your good gifts.
Be present, God, with our hurts.

And since few things in life are unalloyed goods,
Teach us to be thankful through tears.